Hmm. its such a long time since i've blog.
think its time i update a little.
things have been going fine for me and him.
not saying this bcos i hope something will happen between us.
jus feel very happy tat he can tolerate me. haha.
actually im easily jealous. im hot tempered. im unreasonable. and MORE.
but he still stood quietly by me. no matter how bad i m. he will stil say im the best and stuff.
very fortunate to have dear back again.
jus wanna say. sorry dear. have to make u listen to me singing every night.
haha. my 'CONCERT' . =P
i've asked alot of my friends(attached).
i asked him if they will think of getting married in the future wid their gf/bf ma?
some say yes but mostly no.
NO : wad for get married now stil young play play one la amanda.
YES : i will somehow think la but i dun think its possible.
i dunno whether is it right for us to think this way. for me of cos i think of getting married wid him in the future.
i know we are still young but to me i wanna last long wid him tats why i wil think this way.
i dunno abt him i dunno if he said those things like wanna marry me and stuff jus to make me happy or wad?
but still. i will wait for 17/10/2014. =]
i told my friends if u dun think of getting married wid ur gf/bf den wad for being wid them now? is u know u aint gonna last wid her/him den why start a relationship wid them?
its unfair.
another issue abt our relationship is....
our parents ba.
both of our parents aint very supportive abt us being together again.
for my mum she shld know i waited so long jus to get him back as in. she know i regreted letting him go. but why treat me this way? i wil study well for my exams i gave u my words already. jus let me do it my way. i know wad im doing.
dear de mum ols the same ba. but i hope dear is not affected by both our parents.
i cant say im not ABIT affected la. somehow this kinda thing happened sure wil affect a little.
but i will have faith in our relationship. right dear?
my dad spoke to me yesterday night. he said our relationship now isnt true. its jus puppy love.
i was kinda angry to be exact cos he cannot jus comment our relationship jus like tat.
he doesnt know wad happened all along. he doenst know how much i loved him.
TO DAD : daddy its more than meet the eye. its not tat simple as it may turned out to u.
hmm. seriously im quite affected by wad dad had said. not tat i trust my dad. not tat i listen to wad he says. not tat i dun have faith in my bf. but im jus afraid wad he says will come true one day.
im really very scared tat after dear leave school le. he met new girl de class mates. den spend more time wid them more than me(this cant be stopped one) den he will have feelings for them. i know dear gave me his word le. but he never know wad may happen in the future. if he know u will have a change of heart next time den he will be God le. as in he cant predict his feelings de. even dog will change master. let alone human. hais. my mum told me to let nature take its course. think shld be this wya ba. i shldnt worry so much?
i wont let myself make the smae mistakes anymore. i wil cherish dear de. trust me k?
its 12 pm le ?! happy 2nd anniversary laogong !
thank you for all the times u've spent wid me. more months and years and forever to go.
muacks dear.
PIGGY love FROGGY forever =]